“it feels like that in the strangest ways.”
Does anyone else feel as if they have done pretty much everything there is to do around here? I think i should go on a trip and leave the bay area for a few. That way i could realize how great it is here and appreciate all of the fun things to do. Like bowling.
I’ve been experimenting with sleeping on my bed. Just to change it up a bit you know. So i tried sleeping in my bed backwards. That was strange and i was kind of disoriented when i woke up, but i cant stop sleeping that way. I tried sleeping on my bed sideways. I was too tall for that, but i did it anyway. Im never doing that again. It wasnt bad. Its just that backwards is way better.
I wish i was so loved that someone would go around stenciling my face on buildings. i couldnt do it myself becuase i would just feel too much like an idiot.
I have no idea what is going on. With anything. Nothing seems real anymore. I put on this facade everyday and go out trying not to piss people off.
|mood| i think YOURE gonna hate me soon.